i think i just need more faith. haha. it's like i need a constant reminder or something, like a child with a terrible short-term memory. x_x this is..precisely why i need diaries. to help me remember stuff! especially important things. and significant things. and even the non-significant things, like daily stuff, because they mean a lot too. or maybe i should stop thinking too much!..not that ive had much time to think in recent months due to digipen.
ARGHHHHH DIGIPEN
it's such a bane yet i made the choice to study there, so..i have to persist. ~_~ this feels like it's taking foreverrrrrrrrrr..
and the lack of urgency is quite frightening, now that i think about it. hmmm.
i think i just need more faith. haha. it's like i need a constant reminder or something, like a child with a terrible short-term memory. x_x this is..precisely why i need diaries. to help me remember stuff! especially important things. and significant things. and even the non-significant things, like daily stuff, because they mean a lot too. or maybe i should stop thinking too much!..not that ive had much time to think in recent months due to digipen.
ARGHHHHH DIGIPEN
it's such a bane yet i made the choice to study there, so..i have to persist. ~_~ this feels like it's taking foreverrrrrrrrrr..
and the lack of urgency is quite frightening, now that i think about it. hmmm.
