i feel as if my mood is rather erratic these days. like, my emo bouts are getting more frequent. ): i think it has to do with my grandma, and then some. it's really sad and i feel so down every time i visit her. it's really terrible seeing a person writhe in pain and knowing there's nothing you can do to make her feel better. ): and seeing my grandpa being so sad makes me even sadder. arghh. sad sad blog entry.
it seems like i only blog whenever i feel down. it's not like im not having happy moments, it's just that i tend to write/type when im more..eh, well, sad. so that's why my blog seems so sad in recent months even though ive been pretty happy half the time. haha.
i feel as if my mood is rather erratic these days. like, my emo bouts are getting more frequent. ): i think it has to do with my grandma, and then some. it's really sad and i feel so down every time i visit her. it's really terrible seeing a person writhe in pain and knowing there's nothing you can do to make her feel better. ): and seeing my grandpa being so sad makes me even sadder. arghh. sad sad blog entry.
it seems like i only blog whenever i feel down. it's not like im not having happy moments, it's just that i tend to write/type when im more..eh, well, sad. so that's why my blog seems so sad in recent months even though ive been pretty happy half the time. haha.