it has been an emotional three days, and i experienced a lot more than i wanted to. when i saw my mum cry for hours during all those different stages, i kept thinking that, that would be me one day. and i don't want that. why can't ppl just live forever? yeah i know, it's a stupid question and i know the answer to it, but it just sucks that the people we love will all eventually pass away one day.
things will never be the same again, that's one thing for sure. we all knew it'd eventually come to pass, so now we have to deal with it and move on. popo wouldn't want us to keep grieving, right? we should be glad that she doesn't have to suffer anymore, and she's now with the Lord. so that's something to rejoice about!
but i'll always rmbr how heartbreaking it was to see everyone cry so much. i don't want to feel like this ever again. ):
on another note, my homework is very much undone. im screwed again, as usual. and ive no mood to do it. :|
it has been an emotional three days, and i experienced a lot more than i wanted to. when i saw my mum cry for hours during all those different stages, i kept thinking that, that would be me one day. and i don't want that. why can't ppl just live forever? yeah i know, it's a stupid question and i know the answer to it, but it just sucks that the people we love will all eventually pass away one day.
things will never be the same again, that's one thing for sure. we all knew it'd eventually come to pass, so now we have to deal with it and move on. popo wouldn't want us to keep grieving, right? we should be glad that she doesn't have to suffer anymore, and she's now with the Lord. so that's something to rejoice about!
but i'll always rmbr how heartbreaking it was to see everyone cry so much. i don't want to feel like this ever again. ):
on another note, my homework is very much undone. im screwed again, as usual. and ive no mood to do it. :|
