well, i guess it could be worse. at least i'm talking to some people at last, haha. but meh.
hopefully iap will be over in a flash! it shld be, since it's pretty much routine. lesigh. i need a healthy dose of self-confidence, srsly. ):
there are so many things to complain about D: so much so that i find even the littlest things a blessing, haha. like getting smses from ppl i haven't seen in ages, meeting up with friends, etc. the surge of happiness when i receive an sms from someone i haven't heard from in ages is awesome~ xD even fangirling. i fangirled with my colleague once and i got so giggly over that just because i hadn't fangirled in ages. or squealed over a hot guy. hmm. yeah, it's prolly just my lack of social interaction that is depressing me :< i thrive on talking! and squealing about stuff! and being random! im a pile of unreactive goo otherwise.
haha, talking with a friend made me doubt my own future again. not that ive never doubted it before, but..well. i need some serious rethinking about whether i want to enter this industry or not. it'll be tough, for sure. but every single job out there has its difficulties anyway. hmm. YES, SERIOUS RETHINKING NEEDS TO BE DONE.
'kay i should sleep now. >.> or i'll be late for work. butthenagainmostpeoplearealwayslaterthanmeHAHAHA.
well, i guess it could be worse. at least i'm talking to some people at last, haha. but meh.
hopefully iap will be over in a flash! it shld be, since it's pretty much routine. lesigh. i need a healthy dose of self-confidence, srsly. ):
there are so many things to complain about D: so much so that i find even the littlest things a blessing, haha. like getting smses from ppl i haven't seen in ages, meeting up with friends, etc. the surge of happiness when i receive an sms from someone i haven't heard from in ages is awesome~ xD even fangirling. i fangirled with my colleague once and i got so giggly over that just because i hadn't fangirled in ages. or squealed over a hot guy. hmm. yeah, it's prolly just my lack of social interaction that is depressing me :< i thrive on talking! and squealing about stuff! and being random! im a pile of unreactive goo otherwise.
haha, talking with a friend made me doubt my own future again. not that ive never doubted it before, but..well. i need some serious rethinking about whether i want to enter this industry or not. it'll be tough, for sure. but every single job out there has its difficulties anyway. hmm. YES, SERIOUS RETHINKING NEEDS TO BE DONE.
'kay i should sleep now. >.> or i'll be late for work. butthenagainmostpeoplearealwayslaterthanmeHAHAHA.
